Have I mentioned that I decided to stop feeling sorry for myself and get back to following the Weight Watcher’s diet?
Well, yes, seems I am a ’stress eater’ and with all that’s been going on Ben & Jerry’s Cherry Garcia Ice Cream, has made far too many stops at my house!
My weight really became problematic, when I no longer could zip up my pants, even with the assistance of Vaseline and pliers!
So, last Wednesday I not only returned to class, but started to act like a newbie! I stayed after class, listened to my Leader, Pam explain the program and went through all the literature again.
It’s amazing how sloppy I got. Not writing things down, sort of cheating by not writing things down and then saying on Monday, oh, I’ll be better Tuesday and then Tuesday would come and so did the ice cream container of Ben & Jerry.
I need to knuckle down, eat healthy foods and most of all…WRITE IT DOWN!
I also need to stop feeling sorry for myself, which is the main cause of my depression fueled eating.
Now, Monday will be my next operation. Dr. P. will start working to redo my face. He will start with the bottom of my nose and work his way up. I keep telling myself to relax and not expect miracles. I know this will take a long time and I must have patience.
Just like I need with my weight loss.
So stay tuned!