“I know God will not give me anything I can’t handle. I just wish that He didn’t trust me so much.” ~Blessed Mother Teresa
I’m not Catholic, but I love Mother Theresa. She was such a good holy woman, and it is wonderful to know, that even she felt challenged at times.
Take right now, in my life. My mom passed away yesterday morning. I should be rejoicing, as my faith tells me that she is no longer in pain, and is in the house of God! Also, with all my family, who have gone before her.
But I am feeling terribly sad. It’s almost like finishing your favorite book and knowing that you cannot go back and experience that first read ever again.
My relationship was not always easy with Mom, but I loved her so much, and my biggest fear is, she didn’t know how much I loved her.
Add to this the fact that I have just had my surgery and I feel just a little more than challenged. Especially since I cannot cry for my mother. That makes my eye and nose hurt so much. Well, crying must be set aside for another day.
I HAD to cook the Heavenly Jam today. I’d started the process yesterday, and I just had to finish today. Three batched done over an hour for each. Yeah, call me tired.
And lest we forget the spaghetti sauce. I had to do that too. It made enough for four meals.
But I want to make a request here and now. “Dear Lord, I am tired and aching and my heart is broken. Please find just a little time for me to rest. Thank you. Love, MB”
So sorry to hear about the passing of your Mom. She knew how much you loved her. Anyone that knows you (or has read this blog) knows how giving and wonderful you. Thinking of you and your family.
She loved the wedding and had her nails done, bought new make-up and new clothes. I am finding it all so hard. I feel like every nerve of my being is on high voltage. It hurts so much. I’ll be fine and I am glad she is at peace, but it sure stinks for the human sadness we feel at this point. One day at a time. Love YOU, Mel
Dear Maribeth…I’m so sorry for you loss. I pray you feel God’s perfect peace that surpasses all human understanding as you grieve, and recover from your own surgery. Thinking of you, and keeping you in my prayers. xo
She knows how much you loved her…you told her and I know she heard and understood. Thinking of you and Mel with much love in my heart, always.
So sorry to hear of your loss!
Sending big hugs! She knew…mothers have a way of knowing those things. 🙂
You are hurting for you, and the fact that you will miss her, not for her. She is at peace and playing with Katie!
Losing a loved one is so hard. I’ve been thinking about you, Maribeth. I hope you find peace.
I am so sorry for your loss … will say a prayer for your comfort and that of your family as you face the days ahead.
I only read this today ! It’s very sad but for your mother it is a relief !