It’s a pretty day today. Cold, and we have about 8 inches of snow from the storm yesterday, but I think that the blue skies and sunshine are lovely.
As I sit here waiting for the next chapter of my life to begin, I am trying very hard to remain positive and happy.
You see, the surgery in November was a failure. I’m actually in more pain now, than I was before the very first one a year ago. I sort of live on Tylenol and Motrin, as I wait for an appointment with a new surgeon down in Boston.
Yes, I will need another surgery. I expect it will be a big deal, in order for me to get my spine not only fixed, but back in alignment.
I try not to dwell, but I would be lying if I said I am not furious that the surgeon not only blew the operation, but then tried to tell me I have brittle bones. Which I know is crap because I had a bone density test a few years back and I was told that I had the bones of a 20 year old.
But, it’s the Christmas Season and I am watching all sorts of Christmas movies, that help remind me of the reason for the season, and also put me in a better mood. My favorite being “It’s A Wonderful Life”. Yes, that movie speaks to me deeply.
My life has not been perfect, it has not been pain free, but when I look at those around me, and see the beauty and love of my family, I realize that it is, indeed, a very good life.
How disappointing to be starting over with pain management. You certainly have the most optimistic outlook, which will be far better than any other kind. I noticed right away that you say what I say, “Down in Boston.” Praying that you will have a good outcome from your meeting with the new surgeon. And do not forget that the Great Physician is still in the miracle business.